Posted on May 4, 2016 in Blog |

May 3, 2016 Today, I was going to write another inspiring, hopeful blog about #Lyme disease, encouraging all the patients out there that they too can heal. I have an entire spreadsheet of quotes from Lyme Savvy that I want to write blog postings about to explain why we said what we said. I started a Word file with the first two days of blog postings. And then today happened. I woke up in pain. It was hard to get moving. I went to work and tried to update some software that took two and a half hours and I am still not done because it didn’t install where it said it was installing (and I have a professional who can back me up on that, it wasn’t just me reading something incorrectly). I had two computers and couldn’t use either one because of this damn software malfunction. Then, I left to go to the Lyme doctor’s office. I got some TLC there, but it is emotionally and physically draining. Jeff has been driving me everywhere since Dad died. I’m not a safe driver right now for long distances. The crying from grief attacks me at inopportune moments, like when I am on the road, or in the shower, or on a phone call with a client, or before we go to bed and the house is silent. The phlebotomist fussed at me because I am dehydrated and it took her four sticks to get the iv in. She always gets me on the first try, even when I am dehydrated. Jeff picked up lunch for me so when I got out of the appointment at 2 pm. I am so grateful for this man in my life. I came home instead of going back to work because I was crying too hard from grief about Dad’s death. I came home, turned on my laptop and it told me the Start Up Disk is FULL and it wouldn’t work. I spent three hours lying in bed, clearing files from my computer to try to get it to work. THREE HOURS. I started to write this blog piece, trying to...

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